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The_Wonka · 03-29-2008, 09:12 AM

i tried to go to a rehab once but didnt like it i dont want to admit it but i know i have a problem with other substances and i need serious help. i was thinkin of how the celebs do it in patient and i think thats what i need but im not sure of a lot of things right now. i just need some feed back anyone do in patient rehab? thanks everyone

fantasticvoyage · 03-29-2008, 09:20 AM

i dont know what your addiction is...but a common cure for a cretian addiction is something called somenx or something like that (do some research about it first, i saw a story on the news about the drug also)....NOT SOMA (that would probably make things worse)...

a friend went into rehab for opiate addiction, they gave him that somenx for a week and he was out....

If that is your problem the place was in tarzana something like 2000 for a week, but my friend said they didnt do anything except give him that drug. he said it worked well....

good luck,

BabyBoomer · 03-29-2008, 09:25 AM

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Originally Posted by The_Wonka

i tried to go to a rehab once but didnt like it i dont want to admit it but i know i have a problem with other substances and i need serious help. i was thinkin of how the celebs do it in patient and i think thats what i need but im not sure of a lot of things right now. i just need some feed back anyone do in patient rehab? thanks everyone

Thank you so much for letting your WT family know that you are in need of help. I'm sorry that I don't have the answers for you but I just could not skip your post without stopping by to give you some support. You've reached out and I just wanted to let you know how proud I am of you. I know that can some time be very difficult to do.

Bless you and may you have the help you seek this very day.

Good thoughts and prayers being sent your way.

Hugs

Boomer

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spanky · 03-29-2008, 09:26 AM

I don't know what your demons are but i pray that you shake them.

as a child of a 40yr heroin addict i can say that if you truely need help now's the time while you're reaching out. take the help being offered by friends and family that support you the most and you will get through it! have faith in God and remember that we are all just human and none, i mean none of us are without sin and shame, so don't feel like you are a bad person, you're just sick

and i give you props on stepping up

to address it.

you don't need to be afraid to live life without the beast on your back!

good luck and you will be in my prayers today!

kanaloa · 03-29-2008, 09:26 AM

I belive the drug for getting off of Opiates is Subutex (sub-u-tex) Artie Lange on the Howard Stern Show took it for his Heroin addiction.

fantasticvoyage · 03-29-2008, 09:32 AM

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Originally Posted by kanaloa

I belive the drug for getting off of Opiates is Subutex (sub-u-tex) Artie Lange on the Howard Stern Show took it for his Heroin addiction.

Thats it, it opiates are your problem that is.....

**The Urban Spaceman** · 03-29-2008, 10:01 AM

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Originally Posted by The_Wonka

i tried to go to a rehab once but didnt like it i dont want to admit it but i know i have a problem with other substances and i need serious help. i was thinkin of how the celebs do it in patient and i think thats what i need but im not sure of a lot of things right now. i just need some feed back anyone do in patient rehab? thanks everyone

The Wonka -
I used to be a meth addict. what you are going through is going to be one of the most difficult challenges you've ever faced.
i'm not a psychologist or any kind of professional rehabber but if you ever need to talk or vent just give me a holler. sometimes just talking can help. sometimes just knowing that someone is there that you can talk to will help.

now that you've admitted to yourself that you have a problem you have won half of the battle. admitting there's a problem is the first, most difficult step. now you have to do the rest. get off of the poison my friend.... you can do it. i know you can! you know you can too. forget one day at a time - take things minute by minute. and remember - i am here for you as are so many other of your WT brothers and sisters.

much love

spacey

CBDTHCCBN · 03-29-2008, 10:26 AM

bless you friend, and i commend your courage. it seems you are at a point that, whether subconciously or consiously, something is triggering the lil voice in the back of your head that you need to stop. i'd advise to heed to it now before you lose it.
my first question to you, the validity of your sincerity...? do you really, i mean really want to be clean? if that answer is yes, then the sacrafice to get it outweighs any cost you should have to pay to get it. when i kicked my demons i had to leave. i had to leave my family, divorce my wife, i lost my kids...but none of that means shit when i was out high, and couldn't even grasp life.
well, i'm sure you've heard it, i got sick and tired of being sick and tired- and the thrill of why i used, by that time, was gone. it didn't work sober and didn't work drugged anymore- so i was in a world of shit.
the good news, what ever you set your mind to, and you strat finding the things in life that substantiate a soul's true worth, you will make whatever sacrafice it takes to keeep this new found harmony. it is a new life. everything around you becomes more colorful, and people aren't as BIG of a asshole as you'd think. family become a priceless worth. you begin to find real purpose that makes a real life. in no where do i say this picture makes life easier, but being sober sure does make it easier to deal with life.
just know, and don't fool yourself- this will not be easy, and will take much sacrafice and work on your part. you have got to really want it to get it, and work even harder to keep it. your life will be come one of sacrafice, not selfishness- you proabably already know you have to give away to keep what you have...
the only selfishness you upkeep is that of your well being. yo ulose your well-being, you lose all ability to help another person.
i believe in you. if sobriety is realy want you want, then you need to do whatever it is for yo uto obtain this. go to any and every program. they all don't work. you need to find the place that, "clicks," for you.
my brother, i wish you well. i will pray for you and your courage to defeat this devil and the semen he taints you with. be strong, and never be afraid to reach out. i did it, and a lot of other, "deep-end," users have kicked it. you can do it too. be well. like spacey said, you need to talk, shoot me a message.
i love you brother, and be good to yourself, you deserve it!

03-29-2008, 02:21 PM

I'm sorry things are out of control for you but I'm so glad you wrote this post.

I just wanted to mention that although drugs to help you off your addiction may be very effective, I'm sure you know that they have to be used in concert with rehab and therapy, in- or outpatient. The physical addiction is only part of the problem.

At the crisis hotline where I used to work, we counseled a lot of addicts and people in recovery so we had lots of referrals (many low-cost) for those situations. You might try calling a hotline yourself; you don't have to be suicidal, but just let the person know your situation and that you need some help with your addiction including referrals if they have any.

Best of luck to you.

The_Wonka · 03-29-2008, 11:43 PM

sorry guys my internet has been crazy today. wow i have read other post that wt family is always there but i didnt know to what extent and wow u guys are truly amazing. i figured the more positive people i surround myself with and talk to ill be alright. im taking what u all have said into great consideration and all the feed back has really helped. i made a few cool friends too. thanks all so much!!!! yea i dont have just one demon all drugs are what im strugglin with and its hard its really hard but i also talked to my best friends mom pretty much my mom and i told her even though i dont want to in patient treatment might be good for me. she an amazing person her self. so yea thanks once again wt family i know u guys always have my back!:slaugh:

masterwelder65 · 03-30-2008, 12:01 AM

Wow i think i am in the same boat with you my demon's are with opiates. I am thinking of seeking treatment. :ssad:

pachuki · 03-30-2008, 12:35 PM

if your asking for advice on here it shows your reaching out and you probably do need help. Seek treatment and get well. Be strong and dont give up.

infamous · 03-30-2008, 12:41 PM

No matter what kind of rehabilitation you seek, nothing will work unless you TRULY want it and know that you CAN do it.

Don't put the drugs on a pedestal like most, know that you are stronger than your "addictions".

p.s.
much respect on putting the effort forth in getting clean.

***Weed Wizard*** · 03-30-2008, 12:53 PM

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Originally Posted by infamous

No matter what kind of rehabilitation you seek, nothing will work unless you TRULY want it and know that you CAN do it.

Don't put the drugs on a pedestal like most, know that you are stronger than your "addictions".

p.s.
much respect on putting the effort forth in getting clean.

I really miss the words of a very smart person...I am glad to see you back..Hope all is well...Much Love..

The_Wonka · 03-30-2008, 06:50 PM

thank you all for your support your all amazing and i hope this all works out well!:slaugh:

Puff Now Pay Later · 03-30-2008, 07:27 PM

I personally tried almost every rehab and program in So. Cal. and all I can say is when you've had enough beating the crap out of yourself you'll finally quit. Until then my friend, I can only suggest a 4 gram a day intake of the finest meds you can get your hands on. I live out in the I.E. (San Bernardino County) and always have enough meds to go around. I used to tweak, shoot heroin, fry balls, coke out, etc. for over half my life....I go skydiving whenever I need to get REAL HIGH...12,500 feet HIGH

Hit me up any time ANY TIME AT ALL

03-30-2008, 08:03 PM

I'm so glad you decided to make that post at all, that alone is huge! If you are 100% ready to quit, I would give rehab a try ASAP. Never been myself, but a very close friend of mine went twice, the second time he kicked his habit.

You will come out of this alright, it WILL be hard but it is more worth it than I can possibly put in words. I'm here to listen if you need someone to, feel free to PM me anytime!

Wishing you the best luck I can wish

Poth Ead · 03-31-2008, 01:20 PM

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Originally Posted by The_Wonka

i tried to go to a rehab once but didnt like it i dont want to admit it but i know i have a problem with other substances and i need serious help. i was thinkin of how the celebs do it in patient and i think thats what i need but im not sure of a lot of things right now. i just need some feed back anyone do in patient rehab? thanks everyone

This is the tried and true method of kicking addiction:

Narcotics Anonymous helplines -- http://www.na.org/phonelines/us-cphone.htm#California

Cocaine Anonymous hotlines -- http://www.ca4la.org/html/hotlines.html

Alcoholics Anonymous, California index -- http://www.alcoholics-anonymous.org/...Office/ca.html

The In-Patient recovery will only work as well as you make it work. That said, you may as well try in-patient therapy, but give NA (any 12-step) meetings a try as well, at the same time.

Good Luck

STEVE-O · 03-31-2008, 01:35 PM

KUDOS TO YOU FOR HAVING THE COURAGE TO POST !! PLEASE, IF YOU THINK YOU NEED HELP, GET SOME !! THE SOONER , THE BETTER !!

TAKE IT FROM AN EX-ADDICT, METH !! ( ITS BEEN 3+ YEARS, THANK GOD !! )
GET INTO A PROGRAM AS SOON AS YOU CAN. IN-PATIENT / OUT-PATIENT
JUST GET INTO A PROGRAM. I TRIED 3 OR 4 TIMES, 90 DAY REHAB @ THE V.A. HOSPITAL, EVEN THE TIMES WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD FAILED, I WAS ONE
STEP CLOSER TO THE TIME I WOULD SUCEED.

GOOD LUCK TO YOU BRO. DONT WAIT TILL YOU HIT BOTTOM. LIFE HAS SO MUCH TO OFFER, YOU HAVE A TOUGH TIME SEEING IT ALL, UNTILL YOUR SOBER.

STEVE-O

Donkey Slut · 03-31-2008, 01:47 PM

The_Wonka you are very brave to speak out and ask for help. Looks like everyone here gave perfect advise. The only advice I can offer is to cut those situations/people/locations/and anything else that ties you to your addictions from your life entirely. I speak from expierence. I used to use Meth like a madwoman. Lost over 100lbs and picked my face all night long. I have been sober for almost 5 years. I had to completely get rid of all those "Friends" I had and never look back. One of the best things that helped me was making new friends and "learning" how do to "normal" things. If you need anyone to talk to do not hesitate to contact me.
Hope this helps some~ Stay strong you can do it!!! Peace and Lots of hugs*
Sincerely,
Donkey Slut

STEVE-O · 03-31-2008, 01:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Donkey Slut

The_Wonka you are very brave to speak out and ask for help. Looks like everyone here gave perfect advise. The only advice I can offer is to cut those situations/people/locations/and anything else that ties you to your addictions from your life entirely. I speak from expierence. I used to use Meth like a madwoman. Lost over 100lbs and picked my face all night long. I have been sober for almost 5 years. I had to completely get rid of all those "Friends" I had and never look back. One of the best things that helped me was making new friends and "learning" how do to "normal" things. If you need anyone to talk to do not hesitate to contact me.
Hope this helps some~ Stay strong you can do it!!! Peace and Lots of hugs*
Sincerely,
Donkey Slut

GREAT ADVICE DONKEY SLUT ( A.K.A. THE HORSE WITH NO REMORSE !LOL)

SOUNDS LIKE YOU TOO HAVE " BEEN THERE, DONE THAT " I ALSO WAS A SERIOUS SPEED DEMON. YOUR ADVICE WAS DEAD ON ! I MOVED AWAY & LOST EVERYONES PHONE #, AFTER CHANGING MY OWN. BREAKING THOSE TIES THAT BIND YOU, FOR SURE A NECESSARY MOVE IF YOUR GONNA MAKE IT.
I HOPE & PRAY FOR WONKA. SOBRIETY IS A HARD WON FIGHT, BUT WELL WORTH THE BATTLE !!

STEVE-O

Lix-A-Lot · 03-31-2008, 02:02 PM

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Originally Posted by The_Wonka

i tried to go to a rehab once but didnt like it i dont want to admit it but i know i have a problem with other substances and i need serious help. i was thinkin of how the celebs do it in patient and i think thats what i need but im not sure of a lot of things right now. i just need some feed back anyone do in patient rehab? thanks everyone

Yeah, do it. As soon as possible too. I kept putting it off saying that I'll deal with it the next week. Then one night I had a brain aneurysm, was choppered to a hospital where they did emergency brain surgery. I wasn't expected to make it through recovery, I did. I had to relearn everything- eat, bathe, piss, etc! Several months at the hospital, almost 2 years living with my pops & now I live in gov't housing for disabled people, have very little balance & have to use crutches & my speech is all messed up. 3 1/2 years & I'm able to be understood most of the time, but FAR from normal. I was almost there.

I know that shit will be hard man, but every time I watch my friends do activities that I wish I could still do, I regret not going in sooner & taking care of my demons.

Good luck man!

STEVE-O · 03-31-2008, 02:35 PM

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Originally Posted by Lix-A-Lot

Yeah, do it. As soon as possible too. I kept putting it off saying that I'll deal with it the next week. Then one night I had a brain aneurysm, was choppered to a hospital where they did emergency brain surgery. I wasn't expected to make it through recovery, I did. I had to relearn everything- eat, bathe, piss, etc! Several months at the hospital, almost 2 years living with my pops & now I live in gov't housing for disabled people, have very little balance & have to use crutches & my speech is all messed up. 3 1/2 years & I'm able to be understood most of the time, but FAR from normal. I was almost there.

I know that shit will be hard man, but every time I watch my friends do activities that I wish I could still do, I regret not going in sooner & taking care of my demons.

Good luck man!

DOESN'T GET MUCH MORE REAL THAN THAT !!!! THANK GOD YOU ARE STILL WITH US BRO.
YEAH, LIKE I SAID " DONT WAIT TILL YOU HIT BOTTOM ".
PROBLEM IS.... AS I LEARNED IN REHAB, EVERYONES " BOTTOM " IS VERY DIFFERENT. SAD, BUT TRUE- GOOD LUCK, YOU CAN DO IT-

STEVE-O

**badmedisin** · 03-31-2008, 02:45 PM

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Originally Posted by masterwelder65

Wow i think i am in the same boat with you my demon's are with opiates. I am thinking of seeking treatment. :ssad:

Hey Ive been using oapiats since 77 and its been no picnic living the life of an addict Im sure you know. After a bank robbery conviction in 98 and serving my time at U.S.P.Lompoc (fed prison) When I was realeased I was hooked yes I had a habit in prison and the feds made me go to a live in drug program called the substance abuse foundation in Long Beach for 6 months, after being kicked out for a meth positive I was sent back to Wasco then Solano state prison ( I was on state parole also cause I did a concurrent state sentance when I was in the feds. So when I was violated for the dirty I had to go to state prison for 5 months then went to MDC in LA for the fed violation well I eventully went back to the program in LongBeach and stayed clean till I could leave I compleated 3yearas of federal probation and 3 years of state parole Well to make a long story short I have been to in-paient programs and out paient and I could not stop, so when I was off parole I got my letter for mmj then went to the methadone clinic and now Im on methadone and mmj, that is what has been working for me the last 3 years and I have no craving for opiates and have been out of trouble for a couple of years now. Good luck call a methadone clinic they will detox you from opiates GOOD LUCK Bro.

wynndc · 03-31-2008, 08:43 PM

I wish I could offer you more advise then what’s already been posted. There are a lot of knowledgeable family members here on WT that have been through or are going through the same demons as you. I must admit I spent my years from 14 to 28 as a tweaker. I have been sober from the evil meth spills since July 22, 2001. Although I am not using any longer I still consider myself an addict. I know what one more time could lead to. Although the long tuff road to recovery starts with admittance the harsh struggle to follow is defiantly worth the fight. I have never felt better then to have my life back.

God bless you and I wish you the best.

03-29-2008, 09:12 AM	#1 (permalink)
The_Wonka The_Wonka is a name known to all! Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: la verne,ca Co-Op: no Vendor: no Patient: YES Posts: 270 Rep Power: 53	i think i need help i tried to go to a rehab once but didnt like it i dont want to admit it but i know i have a problem with other substances and i need serious help. i was thinkin of how the celebs do it in patient and i think thats what i need but im not sure of a lot of things right now. i just need some feed back anyone do in patient rehab? thanks everyone The_Wonka says.. To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

03-29-2008, 09:20 AM	#2 (permalink)
fantasticvoyage New, Im High! Join Date: Mar 2008 Co-Op: No Vendor: No Patient: Yes Posts: 50 Rep Power: 13	Re: i think i need help i dont know what your addiction is...but a common cure for a cretian addiction is something called somenx or something like that (do some research about it first, i saw a story on the news about the drug also)....NOT SOMA (that would probably make things worse)... a friend went into rehab for opiate addiction, they gave him that somenx for a week and he was out.... If that is your problem the place was in tarzana something like 2000 for a week, but my friend said they didnt do anything except give him that drug. he said it worked well.... good luck,

03-29-2008, 09:26 AM	#4 (permalink)
spanky why do they always blame me for bogarting? Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: so cal Co-Op: no Vendor: no Patient: yes Posts: 330 Rep Power: 473	Re: i think i need help I don't know what your demons are but i pray that you shake them. as a child of a 40yr heroin addict i can say that if you truely need help now's the time while you're reaching out. take the help being offered by friends and family that support you the most and you will get through it! have faith in God and remember that we are all just human and none, i mean none of us are without sin and shame, so don't feel like you are a bad person, you're just sick and i give you props on stepping up to address it. you don't need to be afraid to live life without the beast on your back! good luck and you will be in my prayers today! spanky says..nothing but the defense of life is worth dying for To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

03-29-2008, 09:26 AM	#5 (permalink)
kanaloa WT Regular Join Date: Mar 2007 Co-Op: no Vendor: no Patient: yes Posts: 102 Rep Power: 193	Re: i think i need help I belive the drug for getting off of Opiates is Subutex (sub-u-tex) Artie Lange on the Howard Stern Show took it for his Heroin addiction.

03-29-2008, 10:26 AM	#8 (permalink)
CBDTHCCBN - Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: n. cali/s.cali and mix with it all in between Co-Op: no Vendor: yes Patient: yes Posts: 506 Rep Power: 49	Re: i think i need help bless you friend, and i commend your courage. it seems you are at a point that, whether subconciously or consiously, something is triggering the lil voice in the back of your head that you need to stop. i'd advise to heed to it now before you lose it. my first question to you, the validity of your sincerity...? do you really, i mean really want to be clean? if that answer is yes, then the sacrafice to get it outweighs any cost you should have to pay to get it. when i kicked my demons i had to leave. i had to leave my family, divorce my wife, i lost my kids...but none of that means shit when i was out high, and couldn't even grasp life. well, i'm sure you've heard it, i got sick and tired of being sick and tired- and the thrill of why i used, by that time, was gone. it didn't work sober and didn't work drugged anymore- so i was in a world of shit. the good news, what ever you set your mind to, and you strat finding the things in life that substantiate a soul's true worth, you will make whatever sacrafice it takes to keeep this new found harmony. it is a new life. everything around you becomes more colorful, and people aren't as BIG of a asshole as you'd think. family become a priceless worth. you begin to find real purpose that makes a real life. in no where do i say this picture makes life easier, but being sober sure does make it easier to deal with life. just know, and don't fool yourself- this will not be easy, and will take much sacrafice and work on your part. you have got to really want it to get it, and work even harder to keep it. your life will be come one of sacrafice, not selfishness- you proabably already know you have to give away to keep what you have... the only selfishness you upkeep is that of your well being. yo ulose your well-being, you lose all ability to help another person. i believe in you. if sobriety is realy want you want, then you need to do whatever it is for yo uto obtain this. go to any and every program. they all don't work. you need to find the place that, "clicks," for you. my brother, i wish you well. i will pray for you and your courage to defeat this devil and the semen he taints you with. be strong, and never be afraid to reach out. i did it, and a lot of other, "deep-end," users have kicked it. you can do it too. be well. like spacey said, you need to talk, shoot me a message. i love you brother, and be good to yourself, you deserve it!

03-29-2008, 02:21 PM	#9 (permalink)
darkintheglow Guest Posts: n/a	Re: i think i need help I'm sorry things are out of control for you but I'm so glad you wrote this post. I just wanted to mention that although drugs to help you off your addiction may be very effective, I'm sure you know that they have to be used in concert with rehab and therapy, in- or outpatient. The physical addiction is only part of the problem. At the crisis hotline where I used to work, we counseled a lot of addicts and people in recovery so we had lots of referrals (many low-cost) for those situations. You might try calling a hotline yourself; you don't have to be suicidal, but just let the person know your situation and that you need some help with your addiction including referrals if they have any. Best of luck to you.

03-29-2008, 11:43 PM	#10 (permalink)
The_Wonka The_Wonka is a name known to all! Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: la verne,ca Co-Op: no Vendor: no Patient: YES Posts: 270 Rep Power: 53	Re: i think i need help sorry guys my internet has been crazy today. wow i have read other post that wt family is always there but i didnt know to what extent and wow u guys are truly amazing. i figured the more positive people i surround myself with and talk to ill be alright. im taking what u all have said into great consideration and all the feed back has really helped. i made a few cool friends too. thanks all so much!!!! yea i dont have just one demon all drugs are what im strugglin with and its hard its really hard but i also talked to my best friends mom pretty much my mom and i told her even though i dont want to in patient treatment might be good for me. she an amazing person her self. so yea thanks once again wt family i know u guys always have my back!:slaugh: The_Wonka says.. To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

03-30-2008, 12:01 AM	#11 (permalink)
masterwelder65 WT Advanced Member Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: santa monica Co-Op: no Vendor: no Patient: yes Posts: 759 Rep Power: 230908	Re: i think i need help Wow i think i am in the same boat with you my demon's are with opiates. I am thinking of seeking treatment. :ssad:

03-30-2008, 12:35 PM	#12 (permalink)
pachuki Hi, Im New! Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: CA Co-Op: no Vendor: no Patient: yes Posts: 8 Rep Power: 0	Re: i think i need help if your asking for advice on here it shows your reaching out and you probably do need help. Seek treatment and get well. Be strong and dont give up.

03-30-2008, 12:41 PM	#13 (permalink)
infamous look who Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: L.A./San Diego Co-Op: no Vendor: no Patient: yes Posts: 1,075 Rep Power: 83	Re: i think i need help No matter what kind of rehabilitation you seek, nothing will work unless you TRULY want it and know that you CAN do it. Don't put the drugs on a pedestal like most, know that you are stronger than your "addictions". p.s. much respect on putting the effort forth in getting clean. infamous says.. To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. "Some people's idea of free speech is that they are free to say anything they like, but if anyone says anything back, that is an outrage." -Winston Churchill

03-30-2008, 06:50 PM	#15 (permalink)
The_Wonka The_Wonka is a name known to all! Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: la verne,ca Co-Op: no Vendor: no Patient: YES Posts: 270 Rep Power: 53	Re: i think i need help thank you all for your support your all amazing and i hope this all works out well!:slaugh: The_Wonka says.. To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

03-30-2008, 07:27 PM	#16 (permalink)
Puff Now Pay Later ONE BAD-AZZ MONKEY! Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Inland Empire-909 Co-Op: No Vendor: No Patient: Yes Posts: 704 Rep Power: 84312	Re: i think i need help I personally tried almost every rehab and program in So. Cal. and all I can say is when you've had enough beating the crap out of yourself you'll finally quit. Until then my friend, I can only suggest a 4 gram a day intake of the finest meds you can get your hands on. I live out in the I.E. (San Bernardino County) and always have enough meds to go around. I used to tweak, shoot heroin, fry balls, coke out, etc. for over half my life....I go skydiving whenever I need to get REAL HIGH...12,500 feet HIGH Hit me up any time ANY TIME AT ALL Puff Now Pay Later says..I beg your pardon if you're offended by my garden but I simply cannot grow Prozac in my yard! To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

03-30-2008, 08:03 PM	#17 (permalink)
Skyline Guest Posts: n/a	Re: i think i need help I'm so glad you decided to make that post at all, that alone is huge! If you are 100% ready to quit, I would give rehab a try ASAP. Never been myself, but a very close friend of mine went twice, the second time he kicked his habit. You will come out of this alright, it WILL be hard but it is more worth it than I can possibly put in words. I'm here to listen if you need someone to, feel free to PM me anytime! Wishing you the best luck I can wish

03-31-2008, 01:35 PM	#19 (permalink)
STEVE-O VENICE BEACH BUM Join Date: Dec 2007 Location: VENICE BEACH & LUVIN' IT Co-Op: no Vendor: no Patient: yes Posts: 1,633 Rep Power: 73654	Re: i think i need help KUDOS TO YOU FOR HAVING THE COURAGE TO POST !! PLEASE, IF YOU THINK YOU NEED HELP, GET SOME !! THE SOONER , THE BETTER !! TAKE IT FROM AN EX-ADDICT, METH !! ( ITS BEEN 3+ YEARS, THANK GOD !! ) GET INTO A PROGRAM AS SOON AS YOU CAN. IN-PATIENT / OUT-PATIENT JUST GET INTO A PROGRAM. I TRIED 3 OR 4 TIMES, 90 DAY REHAB @ THE V.A. HOSPITAL, EVEN THE TIMES WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD FAILED, I WAS ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE TIME I WOULD SUCEED. GOOD LUCK TO YOU BRO. DONT WAIT TILL YOU HIT BOTTOM. LIFE HAS SO MUCH TO OFFER, YOU HAVE A TOUGH TIME SEEING IT ALL, UNTILL YOUR SOBER. STEVE-O STEVE-O says.."TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED" To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

03-31-2008, 01:47 PM	#20 (permalink)
Donkey Slut woah i just discoved how to change this!!! Happy! Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: AltaDena Co-Op: NO Vendor: NO Patient: YES Posts: 506 Rep Power: 11894	Re: i think i need help The_Wonka you are very brave to speak out and ask for help. Looks like everyone here gave perfect advise. The only advice I can offer is to cut those situations/people/locations/and anything else that ties you to your addictions from your life entirely. I speak from expierence. I used to use Meth like a madwoman. Lost over 100lbs and picked my face all night long. I have been sober for almost 5 years. I had to completely get rid of all those "Friends" I had and never look back. One of the best things that helped me was making new friends and "learning" how do to "normal" things. If you need anyone to talk to do not hesitate to contact me. Hope this helps some~ Stay strong you can do it!!! Peace and Lots of hugs* Sincerely, Donkey Slut

03-31-2008, 08:43 PM	#25 (permalink)
wynndc Love them Purps Join Date: Aug 2007 Co-Op: NO Vendor: NO Patient: YES Posts: 151 Rep Power: 1734	Re: i think i need help I wish I could offer you more advise then what’s already been posted. There are a lot of knowledgeable family members here on WT that have been through or are going through the same demons as you. I must admit I spent my years from 14 to 28 as a tweaker. I have been sober from the evil meth spills since July 22, 2001. Although I am not using any longer I still consider myself an addict. I know what one more time could lead to. Although the long tuff road to recovery starts with admittance the harsh struggle to follow is defiantly worth the fight. I have never felt better then to have my life back. God bless you and I wish you the best.

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