[endlesssky]

my pain DR is out of his mind!!!! last month when it was time to refill and office visit, everything was fine untill we went to fill it and they needed a DRs Authoration,,because medical and medicare changed their formats just a bit, but it would take 3 working days to get it!! and it was firday, so it was really 5 day's, so we go back and tell him whats up, so they call the phamnacy and asked what was covered by my insurance, the DR said methdone takes 2 weeks toi build up in my system to even start to work, [ WHAT A CROCK], and they mistakenly said morphine was not covered and it is, sooo i went into wtihdraws for 5 days he would help me at all, and told me to take 8 Norco a day , that 2600 mg of tylenal a day and would thow me into liver faliure and kill me in 2 day's my primary care said noway, but would help me out of this situation, this DR uses my illness when it; helps him, frist he didn;t want to give *) mg of oxycontin, and told me to make the choice, of my liver or pain, my liver is doing really well right now, and i worked hard to get their, the DRs didn't do one thing to help me!! and i have a enlaged heart and am am termail and so sick that i've lost 60 pounds in 5 months and still dropping they did a scope wed, he didn't do what he was suppost to and i had a huge anxianty attack, i wish they would wait till i'm out to stick that thing in my mouth abd strap it around my head, i started to have chest pains as they were starting to knock me out and i tried to,pull the thing out but me and the nurse were going at it, with the thing but i never got to tell them, i was so scared this time and i have some 7 scopes, i have some gastric nodulas, does; anyone know what that is, cause i;m really sick and need help from somewhere, sending out a smoke signal, help me!!! if you have any info, i have HEP C and Addisons disease and diebectic and degenative disk disease and otroathritius and Noropthy of HEPC and deabtic norapthy, which hurts all the time and i can barely walk now, i want to kill my pain DR for leaving me to suffer as i am alreaddy suffering badly he just added to it as did my gastro DR, i don't want to go back , i don't feel stable enough to talk to my pain DR after he let me suffer so for no reason other than he didn't feel like helping me and has asked repeatedly for my primary care to take over my pain meds, but he won't he siad i was to complicated, great they csan all go to hell and someone is going to get hurt today if i don't get an aploagy from that DR, i he hold my painmeds over my head and i don't want to be in tis situation at all and i pissed big time and i feel like i might just knock his ass out, and just walk out!! i would feel so much better!! see ya i have to go the Dumb ass pain DR, thanks for listening to me ramble , i hate this shit!! Endlesssky