[endlesssky]

they just tore the shit out me last week when i had to be hospitalized for gallballder surgery ,but i left after they wouldn't feed me for 2 days and didn't give me my life saveing meds for 2days and increased my pridnazone so much my surgar wn't get below 300 for 5 days and i;m not on insulin and i will not go back to that hospital or the other one either, so i feel like i must start my exit plan of action, cause all the DRs do id hurt me , i have domne so much work to keep my sugar in range and they gave me diabeaties,by giveing me this med, and the DR i got didn't ask me aything like the fact that we just rasied it and not to much to fast and all he did was mess me up and then stop my amonnia level drug cause he didn';t know what it was so he stopped it for 2 days and i went nuts, they could not figure out why i was so upset, well don't feed me and watch my sugar go nuts and me to and no meds of any kind will set me off, and they expect me to come back and do surgery with them i would rather die frist , i have noone to defend me, my primary care bailed on me and said he couldn't interfere, so they just threw me to the wolves you should see me i look like a fresh junkie, they really tried to draw blood from an half inch for my arm pit, theirs this huge bruise, and they are all over, the iv infiltraed three time and they wouldn;t take it out, till i threw a fit and told them i would do it myself, and they said how do i know it;s infiltered, oh i don;t know it'ds in my arm, and building up swelling behind the iv and saline solution hurt fck this oi out E,

[custom]

maybe you should call another hospital or like a mal practicie lawyer


or just let the doctors to there job im sure they no a little something about medicine lol

[ZENITH]

300??


ya i remember zyprexa...suger went nuts..didnt matter if u were on a huger strike!!

they got sued and settled out of court an payed big bucks to people.

were just test rats for there experiments.

heard cinnamon can help.

[endlesssky]

maybe you should read some of my post's on what they have already done to me, if i had listened to them i would be dead twice over and more, if i let them do what they wanted i would of been gone along time ago, i have a huge case for malpractice and i am persueing it, not only from DRs giveing me dye after i told them i was allergic, they give adivan IV and do it anyway!! i was misdiganosed for 18 years and given medication that took all kinds of time off my liver and i was threated into it, znd told they would hospitlize me if i didn;t take their pyhcotropics, now they say i no longer qualifiy for their therapy because they misdiagnosed me bipolar and i;m not, but was a ginina pig for them, and lets talk about the fact that i had a huge absess the size of montana in my face and head and 3 dentist would not even glove up to look in my mouth due to hep c and turned me away 3 times and none cared if it went to my brain or not, 6 months on anibiotic;s that didn;t work and then i got an oral surgen who then while deading my mouth stuck the needle up into my infected root and i accidently screamed in pain and he leans in and say [ do that again and i will stop and not pull the tooth and your scrarong my patients in the waiting room. and then comes back and pulls the tooth and then sticks this insturment up in to my open hole and then sits me up and say [ don;t blow your nose for 3 weeks i put a hole in your sinus,] another month on anibitoic 's that didn't work and now they have to go in and patch it up, i never consented to that, i only consented to an extraction, soo you think they know what their doing do you, you go take my place in surgery with a surgen you don;t know, and you do with hemp B and missing factors that help you clot and hepc, you think they know what their doing i think not, if s how in the hell did they miss addisons disease on me, when it stopped the menstal cycle and i truned purple, you tell me how a dR that i had been with for 5 years kept missing this, with in leaveing him i was diganosed in amonth, and he was so mad, and i thought he knew what he was doing, the fact is the DR at the hospital didn;t even know what all my med were for and took the one life saveing med and stopped it, out of ignorance and didn;t think to ask me, and increased the other till my head felt like it would fly off, i am immune defentiant and that medication makes it worse, it lowers my immunue system even more, he could kill me messing with that med, and he not my DR, i got him from the luck of the draw and if i don;t advacate for myself no one will, you have to stand for something or you will fall for anything, i will not be treeated like i am less than human, so you thinks it;s ok to not give food to a hypoglycic and i am diaebtic also, because of the med and i have addisons which is Adrenal failure, so i don;t have the hormones you all do to deal with stress and just regular old adrenalin i don;t get that either which why i am so tired all the time, they try and replace it with streroids, which why i got nuts he gave me to much to fast and it made my sugar gonuts along with me, my mood fallows my surgar, it gores up so do i, it go down and i go nuts, i;m a prisoner of my sugar, so don;t tell me they know what their doing, ive seen enough to know they don;t all care and it's few and far between, when you find worth his salt, my primary care is one of these, it;s just his wife had a stroke and hes stressed out bafdly and dosn't have enough time to help me properly, it's not his falut and i just love him to death , but if he dodn;t have privelges at the hoapital it won;t help me much, and i don;t want anyone but him messing with my meds, he really saved my life when i got to him and he adjusted my meds and fined tuned me and man did i feel better, and i will again if i can just get this gallbalddert out!! i;m just really scared, with hempilla B and factor 11 missing, plus my paltelt count my be to low to even do surgery, and their going to have to fix that herina to get to the gall ballder, it;s all jacked up in their and does it hurt yehhhhhh, hrina and gall stones and deasesed gall badller! yeah i think i;m in pain my blood pressure goes why up when i;m in pain, anyway, to the person that said, that they might know something , well i sure hope that they know more than me i just want some commom coutresy is all!! Endlesssky:001_tt2::cursing::confused1::crying:

[AlyssaMMEC]

damn you really need to find a new doctor... and go light up that bowl... sounds like you need a few of them... I know Id have a few blunts back to back if that shit happened to me

[endlesssky]

Originally Posted by AlyssaMMEC

damn you really need to find a new doctor... and go light up that bowl... sounds like you need a few of them... I know Id have a few blunts back to back if that shit happened to me

man isn't that the truth. GET THIS!! about 6 years ago, the nurse practioner that was takeing care of me for my gastro DR, found that the cancer marker was and is elevated in my blood which means their;s cancer cells somewhere,anyway, they sent me to Standford, which happens to be my DADS and Grand fathers alumni, both were DR's, anyway, i meet the DR cooper who decide's who gets a liver and who doesn;t,well i had a very nice referance letter from my theapist and that i went threw treament and even volenteered to piss test too just to get it documented, and it said how honest i am, about everything, and i am a recovering addict and alcoholic, and at that time i had 5 and half years sober with no mmj either, so he like me and we got along , then he had me do a ct scan which showed a liason on my liver so they said come back in 3 months and we will do it again,. well i got kinda sick from the CT, my back hurt all the way back home like 5 hrs from frisco, so we go back and do another CT all this is with the dye and it showed that whatever it was moved and lieson;s don't move, so they wanted one more CT with dye to check my renal function threw my kidneys, well that one got me real sick and in alot of pain in my lower back, i see the DR cooper, and he tells me that he will not put me on the list because i drank alcohol, but i didn't why would i do that knowing they were testing me, anyway, he yelled and me and called me nothing but a drunk and kicked me out of his office, so we go home and man i was so sick, and for a year and half i kept falling alseep and getting comfused alot and not being able to sleep at night and everytime i went in the car i would just pass out like a kid, so we keep going to the ER trying to figure out whats worng with me and my partners a nurse and someone from he job said to have them check my ammiona level, so we did and it was 130 it's suppost to be 23, at 130 i can go into a coma , all i had to do is go to sleep and it could just keep going up till i stop breathing, i have lost more than one friend that way ans my ex brother in law died like that,, so i finally get some meds to bring it down,, so we did and then my gasto dr wanted a ct scan with dye to check my tummy out, so i did it and my ammiona level went nuts and knocked out the anibotic for the brain infection it caused, and they gave me 6 months to a year to live, i went like that for 6 months and then they sent me to UCSF to see if they would put me on the list, and they said no, that i wouldn't tolarate the immno suppersants, and that i was too complicted and that not one DR wanted my case, but he said i had encephlopthy and gave me the last medication their is, and then sent me on my way, anyway, one day when were moveing i found the lab work fro Stanford on me, and they tested the hell out of me for everything on God green earth, and EVERYTHING AND I MEAN EVERTHING CAME BACK NEGATIVE, except one lab and that was my ammiona level was 90 and that DR didn't tell me i was in danger of dyeing and getting deminia and then coma , he let me walk out of that office with a death warrent, well heres the thing, i didn;t have any problem with my ammiona level before Standford, jjust after and we figured out that my liver cannot filture the dye of any kind, and i went into liver faliure and had to stop all meds and do a liver flush, which inturn saved my life and the meds were covering up my addison disease, so i got diagnosed with that and then they said well your not biplar after all and they gave me all those meds and hospitals changed to the bed and i have been in places that make the hair on the back of you neck stand up, where i would of been happy to just have some dog food, i remeber thinking alpo looked good to me! 15 kinds of med's later and 3 differnet stays in the county hospital in Denve colarado and i lost my 3 year old because of this , but flew him back to his granma in calif and i left against medical advice and walked the hell out of their, and took the bus back to cailf. to be with me son, and 18 years later opps you no longer qualify for even therapy, and they said they misdiagnosed me, all those meds they made me take , they told idf i didn't take them they would put me back in the hospital and i didn;t want that forsure, so hear i sit today , i have a call into a malpractice lawyer, i think i have case and i have records that show that mental health falsified my records, they told me i could do a rebuttle if i wanted to, right the phychistrst word against mine but i took witness's with me everytime she saw me!! hahaha never trust a phychatrist, i don't, anayway, that part of the story, man am i tired from all this stuff, my son is 25 now , but he;s real sick and won;t let mre help him let alone, call me
i feel very very alone, i figure i came inot this worl alone so i might as well go out alone, i just don't want to, see ya Endlesssky:001_tt2::001_tt2::drool:

[AlyssaMMEC]

damn, I read that entire post... im sorry to hear about your son not wanting to let you help. Thats sucky... No one should feel alone, at least you got all of us here on weedtracker! But damn those doctors are retarded... I figured out from the first cat scan that your body wasn't liking the dye, they are so obsessed with finding out the medical mystery that they don't realize its the stupid test thats causing the problem!

[endlesssky]

Originally Posted by AlyssaMMEC

damn, I read that entire post... im sorry to hear about your son not wanting to let you help. Thats sucky... No one should feel alone, at least you got all of us here on weedtracker! But damn those doctors are retarded... I figured out from the first cat scan that your body wasn't liking the dye, they are so obsessed with finding out the medical mystery that they don't realize its the stupid test thats causing the problem!

you got that right!! you ready for this one!!, i had to go the ER oh it was about 4 years ago, i was vomiting blood from varies of the esophagus, from cirrohous, i went to the best hospitol here, and when i got in, the same DR i always got for the last 3 visit;s and everytime i doe's a rectal on me no matter what i;m their for, so he comes in and sure enough he want;s another rectal and say to me, well you should be used this by now, and said not really your ther only DR who seem's to need to do this to me, so he say's he wants to put an NG tube up my nose into my stoumch to see if i;m bleeding, well my partner had just gone to smoke a cig when the hospital went on lock down and she couldn't get back to me, but my thearpist was their, so i thought i would be ok, i asked for soemthing to relax me, so this tech comes in andi tell her the right side of my nose dosn't work , so don't go up that side, well she didn't listen, and on top of that she asked my thearpist to pour water down my throut so i would swollow the tube , well she went up the wrong side and blood flew all over the room and it felt like it was a metal cord going down my throut , so she pulls it out, now their about 100cc of blood in the vac,,and she diecide's to go up the other side samething happens and blood is all over my thearpist, no gloves nothing and i have Hep c, i was so upset, they should of never asked her to help and i saw her one more time and she quit, now i willnever know if i infected her or not, oh yeah they would not addmit me, their was over 200 cc of blood in the vac, my partner caomes in and her jaw dropped , that is not suppot to happen when they do and NG tube, they said that i had NG tube trama, and sent me home , i tossed blood for 3 months, and come to find out i have a devated septum and she went right threw it, and leats talk about the CT scan with dye that i refused 3 times and they give IV adivan and i come too drinking dye for that can which nearly killed me , to tell me my speen was swollenm well you think we can tell that by the feel, anyway, thats all for now, see ya enlesssky:001_tt2::001_tt2:ps i will never say die and if soemone hurts me this time their going to know it!!

[AlyssaMMEC]

you know, you should write a book... I'm serious... Stories like yours sell, maybe even a screen writer will want to base a movie on it ;)

[AlyssaMMEC]

oh and the imagery made me cringe... ive got a very visual memory and I just "saw" all of that... ewwwww shivers... poor thing :( I hope that another malpractice suit youd file... cause thats fucked up

[endlesssky]

i sure wish all this was overwith already, i can't belive that everyone expects me to just walk back in and get addmitted again, my DR couldn't even find the time to call me back yesterday to tell what the hell he wanted me to do, well since my whitecount is too high, it was 17.5 the night they addmitted me and would not let me go due to that dam white count, well he wants me to go back and get on IV antibotic's and he's right, but my IV won't hold and i'm scared they will jack me up, i have no vieins left to stick and i have to do surgery which means they need to get and 18 guage iv in and they can;t even get the little one in, and today is the first day my fasting sugar was normal at 148 instaed of 280 which way to high if they stay that high and i don;t find some way to bring it down i will lose my legs , they are allready 2 plus edema, if i can't bring them down to a dull roar, i will pay a huge price, i almost lost my leg in oct, i was in for 4 days and when they start to use majic markers to keep track of the swelling , the next thing is the leg, i was so infected, he wanted to use the other steroid on me cause prednazone makes me so immune defentiant, that he;s afraid of loseing me to an infection, i had a huge abesess and 5 months of antibtics didn't even touch it, so he stopped my meds casue he was afraid to give me a super infection, so my white count went threw the roof cause i never got over the absess , if they would feel around the back of my head you can feel the swelling is still their and so is the puss, it goes back and forth, up and down, part of my jaw is still swollen, my cardio DR saw it and would do any test's on my heart till it's gone, i have an enlarged heart and an irregular heart beat and my pluse rate won;t stay down so i have to be on blood pressure med but they haven't found out why yet, they noticed that my pulse rate was so elevetaed like 130 beats aminute and i was sitting for a while, so mental,health gives me inderal but nevr found out why, so when they find out that a medical DR was suppost give this to me they stopped it and didn;t tell me to go the DR and in 3 days the ambulance was at my house and my heart rate was 190 lying flat on my back, so they put a monter on me for a month and nothing, not when they have medicated, but my partner can feel the ireggular heart beat, and why is it enlarged in the first place!! man they want me to stay calm , but how in the hell do i do that when i have to go back and let them mess up my meds again and how do i know rthey are going to take care of properly, and yes we are writeing a book, cause when you think about all thats happened to me it's real hrad to belive this all happened to one person, but it did and i don't think it's going to end anytime soon, i have a bad feeeling that this is going to get worse before it gets better, i'm so afrid that my primary care DR is going to walk away from me, i can;t tell you how many time a dr said they would be with me till the end and then bail when it gets hard to watch and see hats happeneing to me, as i just waste away, and i still fight to keep my body in some kind of shape, so i don;t waste away from mucel lose. i refuse to use my wheel chair till i can;t help it, i don;t want to chair bound and i know i;m going to lose my feet, all you have to do is look at them to know their gone and man do they hurt, they are the most painfull to tolarate, always tingling and shooting pains up and dwon them all the time, it feels like i;m stepping on needles, well i;ll just keep on keepin on, and trudge that road to happy destiny and maybe we will run into each other sone time. i'm going to start trying to go to the beach!! , i haven't been out of this house for about a year now, and i am going cabin crazy, if i don't get out here , i think were going to the mountains before i go back to the hospital, for the surgery, how are they going to go around my herina, i hope the fix that too so i don;t have to do this again, thanks for all your support, you can PM me if you want to,!! anyway i just wanted to say thanks your helping alot and just don;t know it, thank you for listening, have agreat week, and what are nedicating with right now i;m going to smoke some cheese kush i got from one of my fav coops and the quality is out of this world all frosty and dence, i have to go, my mouth is watering and now i;m drooling hahaheheh, i have ulral sound this morinning and then a dr's appt. and for what, he isn't telling me anything i don't already know, he'a ass he;s been my DR for 10 years and he's only once examied me,he;s no help.he ust wants to do scope's and i;m done with that shit, see ya Endlesssky ps PM me!!:001_tt2::001_tt2::001_tt2::001_tt1:

[Sharki]

High,
I watched as so called Doctors killed my Mother, Father and 2 Wives.
My wife got sent home in the middle of a cerebral stroke.
Now the Social Security Dept is sending me to some clinic, so I can prove for the 5th time I have M.S. and Lymph Cancer. They will give me test that make me sicker then the illness. Just to get a few xtra dollars a month SSI.
I am more afraid the Docs or their tests will kill me more then the Cancer.
All this just so I can get enough money to buy my Medicine of choice.
The only good part out of this is that I will tell another set of Doctors that I don't need their drugs,cause I have found the Medicine that helps me. Cannabis
That always pisses these pharmaceutical company salesmen off to no end.
Sharki

[AlyssaMMEC]

i had cheese too! nice huh??

yea man see you guys have gone thru way too much shit, its not fair :( at least you have cannabis to help... I believe it improves the quality of life and thats the most important thing... I hope all goes well and you can keep your legs... that sucks

[endlesssky]

Originally Posted by AlyssaMMEC

i had cheese too! nice huh??

yea man see you guys have gone thru way too much shit, its not fair :( at least you have cannabis to help... I believe it improves the quality of life and thats the most important thing... I hope all goes well and you can keep your legs... that sucks

well i finally got to talk to my primary care for about 2 minutes but that was enough for me, he told me what to do or rather what he would do, and that i shopuld go back to the hospital and let the surgen on call who he thinks is very good and let him take out that Gall ballder and if we can talk him inot fixing that hernia, we should give that a shot as well, so i am going to be admitted tommrow mornning, wish me luck and a fast recovery, he said he watching me and flowoing whats going on at the hospital, so he know i got kinda pissed at them, he told me that they will have to put a central line in from now on, cause my veins will not hold an IV long enough to get the antibotic threw, i knew this was comeing, it's like crossing a threshold of a sort when you move on to more invasive procdures to just stay alive, i got the swelling down in my legs and i will sleep with them evelevated and i will good as knew!!, i got my sgar down to 148 fasting, thats a perfect surgar man, and it's hard to do this with out insulin just my diet, food or no food,but good food when ever i eat, lots of friut,i'm hungery, see ya have agreat day and shark, i'm sorry you have lost so much due to this socalled hgealth sysytem, my father and Grand father were of the great DRs who still made house calls, so the sick didn;t need to go out in the cold air and we went bankrupet cause my dad kept takeing thing in trade like old army jeeps for surgery, will how do you pay your aneshisa guy, or for pain killers, so he became a farmer and grew and planted and took me out of the city and made me a country girl, a nice healthy one, strong as ox, and mean as one too at that time, wow i have said way to much about myself see ya E.:cursing::cursing::ohmy:

[AlyssaMMEC]

GOOD LUCK!!! I hope every thing goes well so it can help to keep you healthier... Its good that your doctor is trying to make it up to you... I hope your recovery is quick and strong!


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