[endlesssky]

hole hella of pain, both legs , they did an ultrasound for clot,s we will find out tommrow, the pain is out of this world, shitttttttttttttttttttt, anyway, i have a staff infection in my right leg and i;m on pridnizone, with immune deffect,. i am very sacred, right now!! , but what can i do but ride it out and see what happens. well it;s time to pray, and get gratefull, it could be worse,, and i am up right, so thats good, see ya, any suggestion's

endlesssky, i know you dont know me , but you are in my prayers!! please take care! jimjam

[Weed Wizard]

Originally Posted by endlesssky

hole hella of pain, both legs , they did an ultrasound for clot,s we will find out tommrow, the pain is out of this world, shitttttttttttttttttttt, anyway, i have a staff infection in my right leg and i;m on pridnizone, with immune deffect,. i am very sacred, right now!! , but what can i do but ride it out and see what happens. well it;s time to pray, and get gratefull, it could be worse,, and i am up right, so thats good, see ya, any suggestion's

endlesssky you are in the hearts of all of us here..The whole WT family comes together when one is in need of some love...We will send you all of our love and prayers..I know all will be well..Feel better please let us know how you are....much love..

Endlesssky - I hope you feel better very very soon. Im so sorry you're hurting. But remember, we all love you here and we are all praying for you!

[SubUrban Cowboy]

I am so sorry to hear of your pain. In fact it pains me to know that another person is in the pain you are. I am praying for you to feel better.

[Valleygirl]

I hope you feel better sweetie. ::

[endlesssky]

GOOD NEW'S antibotic's are working!!!!!! thank god!! and all of you did it!! my swelling went down and i can walk alittle better now and the pain is way better!!!!!! the red strips are going down some, but i still have to be carefull and put my legs up. so the swelling stays down. my dam hands and arms are numb and tinlging., carpul tunnel my ass,. anyway, THANK YOU ALL, WE COULDN'T OF DONE IT WITH OUT YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! big Endlesssky and partner!!lol. ps. thanks for the pain relief last nite HCR and great sleeepy time i got finally got to have!!!!

grats on the good news, hope u get well soon, be well!

[endlesssky]

Originally Posted by lovethehash

grats on the good news, hope u get well soon, be well!

THANKS SO MUCH, IT'S BEDDY BYE TIME NOW, NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP , PRAY THE LORD MY SOUL TO TAKE , IF I DIE BEFORE I WAKE PRAY THE LORD MY SOUL TO TAKE!! GOD BLESS EVERYONE!!!!, DID'NT THIS PRAYER JUST SCARE THE HELL OUTA YOU AS A CHILD, [ I KNOW THEY DID ME] IF I DIE BEFORE I WAKE, SHIT I STILL HAVE TROUBLE SLEEPING FROM THAT DAM PRAYER. SINCE I WAS LIKE 9 AND FIGURED OUT WHAT IT MEANT.., SO GOOD NIGHT YA ALL SLEEP TIGHT!! ENDLESSSKY.

[savage]

glad to hear your doing better e!!! you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. have a great labor day.

I'm 51 and was just diagnosed with hep-c.No idea how long I"ve had it.No risky behavior in at least 2o years.Are these some of the things I got to look forward to?What other surprises to go along with bad insomnia, and a wrecked body, do i got to look forward to.

They can kill me, but tey can't eat me.

[zbestwun2001]

You have probably have had it for 20 years.. It lays dormant before your liver functions even show a noticeable change.

Just take care of yourself, and you can live to be OLD.

As far as I know Hep C does not cause insomnia, worrying about it will.
So just chill you have a long way to progress before you have an reason to be concerned.

Obviously no drinking.... unless you like to play Russian Roulette.

Peace,
zb1

[Smilodon]

I have HepC, diagnosed in 2001 at which time my MD said I probably had it for 30 years, I am 60 now.

I did interferon for a year and only accomplished quintupling my viral load, although the last 3 months did introduce me to mmj.

I did not use mmj until last month since that time, in fact I have been clean and sober for over 32 years. I now use it for sleep, depression and HepC.

Unless your liver is swollen or become cirrhotic, your most likely problems will be chronic fatigue and reduced stamina until your liver begins to fail. I am done with cures until there is a real one. The treatments now used for HepC all appear to be more harmful than helpful.

In all, HepC is not a death sentence, or if it is it is a verrrrry slooow one.

[endlesssky]

Originally Posted by Smilodon

I have HepC, diagnosed in 2001 at which time my MD said I probably had it for 30 years, I am 60 now.

I did interferon for a year and only accomplished quintupling my viral load, although the last 3 months did introduce me to mmj.

I did not use mmj until last month since that time, in fact I have been clean and sober for over 32 years. I now use it for sleep, depression and HepC.

Unless your liver is swollen or become cirrhotic, your most likely problems will be chronic fatigue and reduced stamina until your liver begins to fail. I am done with cures until there is a real one. The treatments now used for HepC all appear to be more harmful than helpful.

In all, HepC is not a death sentence, or if it is it is a verrrrry slooow one.i have to disagree with you on that it does'nt kill you! wanna bet, with all the socalled

infections from being sick so long takes it;s toll on my body and my immune system is shot now and now i have Addisons diesase, even without the Addisons i only have a year left and if that is not dying i don;t know what is. all the swelling in my legs and feet is so painfull my bloating every afternoon is unreal,, this is a slow killing painfull way to die as my ammionia level raises, i will get demention and then drop into a coma, and i am on the last antibotic for the brain infection that causes it, so i have trouble sleeeping. i have this fear of not waking up, but lately i have stared not to care anymore if i wake up or not, right now we have been going threw the hardest time, and i wonder if it's all worth it anymore all this suffering we all go therw, just to spin out in a circle and make no progress and just go backwards, sometimes i just have to say FUCK IT TO THE WORLD!!!!!!! ENDLESSSKY

[IronLion]

Stay strong ENDLESSSKY. You are in all of our prayers and thoughts. You are a warrior in a war and you will defeat this. Keep focus of the big picture and I know it seems impossible but positive thinking is very good medicine. The mind is a powerfull thing.

[Ivy]

Endlesssky, we don't know each other, but I have been reading your posts. Please know that positive energy is being sent your way...and you are in my thoughts.

Much love and peace

[Smilodon]

I have a friend who is also having problems with his ammonia level, ended up in an ICU for a week not knowing who he was. I have two friends who also have HepC, one in better shape and one in worse. It is a slow killer, but will eventually do the job.

I understand your mood and feelings of impotence. Your struggle now, as for all of us eventually, is one of claiming control of quality of life as much as possible. Thank God for smoke! Once the battle becomes grim, as you describe yours, the only reasonable goal is to make yourself as comfortable and happy as you can. FUCK THE DEA!

It may be 10 or more years before there is anything real they can do about HepC and many of us will not make it that long. It is incomprehensible to me that compassion for the dying must wait till the final stages and sometimes the last breath.

[endlesssky]

Originally Posted by Smilodon

I have a friend who is also having problems with his ammonia level, ended up in an ICU for a week not knowing who he was. I have two friends who also have HepC, one in better shape and one in worse. It is a slow killer, but will eventually do the job.

I understand your mood and feelings of impotence. Your struggle now, as for all of us eventually, is one of claiming control of quality of life as much as possible. Thank God for smoke! Once the battle becomes grim, as you describe yours, the only reasonable goal is to make yourself as comfortable and happy as you can. FUCK THE DEA!

It may be 10 or more years before there is anything real they can do about HepC and many of us will not make it that long. It is incomprehensible to me that compassion for the dying must wait till the final stages and sometimes the last breath.

MAN THAT IS SURE THE TRUTH. I CAN;T BE LEFT ALONE AND THEIR ARE NO AGENCY'S OUTTHERE TO HELP WITH THAT , TO JUST SIT WITH ME FOR 12 HRS 3 DAYS FRI , SAT, SUN,. THAN MY PARTNER WILL BE HOME AND CAN TAKE CARE OF ME!! WE HAVE NOONE . I HAVE NO FAMILY TO SPEAK OF , NO ONE TO HELP AND I CALLED ALL OVER TULARE COUNTY TO FIND SOME HELP FOR US AND THERE'S NONE THAT I CAN FIND!!, THEY WANT AN ARM AND A LEG, SEE BEING THAT MY PARTNER WORKS IN A HOSPITAL WHEN I WAS REAL BAD AND MY DR WAS AN ASS AND WOULD'NT HELP ME[I CHANGED DR.] SHE TOOK ME TO HER HOSPITAL AND GOT REPRMANDED AND LOST ALL OUR BENIFIT'S AND INSUR, ANSD LOST FULL TIME EMPLOYMENT. NOW HERE WE ARE AGAIN SAME THING JUST DIFFERENT TIMES.I'M TIRED OF ALL THIS RUN AROUND BACK AND FORTH IV HERE IV THERE.., AND I'M DONE BEING SO NICE ABOUT ALL THE STICK'S IT TAKES TO HIT ME, THEY HAD START TO GET BETTER PEOPLE IN THERE TO STICK ME. ANYWAY MY HOUSE LIGHTS ARE BLINKING LIKE THEY MIGHT BLOW OUT, UNKNOW LIKE WHEN THE POWER GOE'S OUT, SEE YA ENDLESSSKY