[666]

So I just got back from the radation oncology for bocking. ...and consult with me MD there. He wouldn't comit to much, but did say, "He's got months not years" when he talked with that cute blond girl I hang out with in privet while I was in blocking. He also said in front of both of us,

"Skin Lymphoma is usally easy to treat this isn't skin Lymphoma this is interanl Lymphoma braking to the surface."

I said "Okay what do we do?" He said "were doing everything we can and nothing is making a dent in it!"

I asked "Okay so how long do I got?"

He says "I don''t know I'd say 3 or 4 months but I've said that beffore and see the person last 2 years no problem and still alive, so I try not saying anything. But I haven't seen a tumor as agressive as this in 20 years!"

My lady said, "Agressive just like him!"

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So okay WT freinds (and enemies) place your bets, how many months do you think olld 666 has got?

I'm going for a min of 120 months myself I just got off the phone with my daughter and she said she doesn't belive in MD's anyway!

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I got to keep eating, which has been a problem of late, I don't know, then I realized that I hadn't pooped in a while, so that lady of mine helpped me 'get busy' with a Fleet and I'm eating again. The MD said that it would be a good idea to keep that up if I'm not moving. (incert enema nurse joke here)

I've swiched back to my stake and potatos type diet and Ms 666 (the cute blond girl) is on shoving it in me, and make sure it gets out too! I'll probibly shift in some Butosgary (raw fish) in there too, shushi et al!

Meds? I use our extra streath losnger, an oil made from keif and olive oil as a pat on topical for where the Lymphoma is braking threw (Pizza thighs) to keep the pain, and itching down to a 1, back too - as when they do radation they need to push me into weird and F*n -painful posstions so after wards Ms. 666 (a true anegl) rubs my back with that same oil, and we pat down the burn spots.

The pain drops away instantly!

Also using an Oxy one every 12-16 hours apx and that's about it - the losungers are our "high test" ones.

(Side note: You know we've been giving meds away as needed for about 10 years now to the catistrophic patients in Humboldt county (HIV, AIDS, Cancer and MS) who make under 20K a year. I don't know what made me form up the collective so many years ago in 1999 to opperate that way, just seemed like the right thing to do after reading the letter and the spirit of the law.
Now that I'm this screwed up - I really see what good we've done and I hate to be sounding like I'm blowing my own horn but we got a hell of a deal here for the catistrophicly ill.
Shit I don't know what I'd do with out my losengers and topical oil! Pretty F*n cool! I ahd no idea of how magic MMJ was for the truely ill, they would tell me, and I know for my migrains and bad back what it did - but when I became on of our Catistrophic patinets I now KNOW how great MMJ works to up the quaity of life when it gets this bad!)

So it goes, just sharing the 411 of this experance with everyone as people drop lines and ask so its easier to answer everyone this way. Thanks for asking!

Under reasons to live, besides my amazing kidlet and that hotty I live with who takes such good care of me I'm stuned constantly ...

... Well I can't tell but I'll hint - remember last Wed when AG Holder gave out that great news on Obama keeping his promiss ... Well it was on the front cover of the news paper on Thurs up here by Friday I had a call from a local persons in posstion of power ...

... and they wanted me in his office to talk about MMJ ...

I really don't want to go into it in any greater detail but it was all very amazingly positive.

Just file under 666's will to live file;
Perfect 22 yo kidlet
Perfect cute blond girl freind
and sit down with another city who wants US to set up a program there!

I keep hearing doctors and everyone saying, "Beating this has a lot to do with attituted.

My answer is "My life rocks why the hell would I do anything to haul this train running? They know what I do and about my kid and my sweety, then I tell them about mondays meeting, and the kicker was the former head of the DOL is who pushed my whellchair into the room. We're fortunate to have him as a mentor! Why the hell would I want to leave any of this - it just got REALLY FUN!!!"

Yours,
666

[canthardlystandit11]

Good luck, darlin!
While I won't "place a bet", I will let you know that Doctors are very often wrong when it comes to the lifespans of their patients. My Grandmother was diagnosed with colorectal and lung cancer in May of 2001, and was given 3 months MAX because it metastasized into her brain. She lived until Christmas...COMPLETELY exceeding our expectations. We found that giving her things to look forward to took the focus off of death.

As they say, it's not the years on your headstone but the - between them that really makes the difference.

Marian D, 1920-2001...and that little dash between the dates means a whole, whole lot. ;-)

Take care of yourself and live out your life to the fullest!!!!!!!

[early mornin stoned pimp]

i'd say AT LEAST 120 months! you're gonna outlast me, 6! I know it!

keep on fighting brother, much love

emsp

[Jeffster]

OK, I'll place my bet: 666 months, 66 days, 6 hours, 6 minutes and 6 seconds! If I'm right, what do I win? (If I'm right, I likely won't still be around to collect :slaugh:)

Somehow, someway, if anyone can figure it out, it's you. I know that MMJ is wonderful medicine, and I hope we can get a miracle out of her this time, and get that internal Lymphoma to subside for a good long while.

[Swisha]

live each day like it's your last and you will live forever, look into garlic that stuff is magic, good luck brother!

[ShoeboxMemory]

Ever since I joined WT I always looked up to you, 666, because of your great sense of humor and your ability to always see the glass half full. I always thought with as much treatment you were getting, we wouldve been able to beat this... or at least put a dent in it! With the amazing things you've been doing for the MMJ community and the great things I hear about things up in Humboldt, I honestly believe you're immortal. Always in my thoughts and wishes (I'm not religous so forgive me when i say that I don't pray haha). You go get the juciest steak you can find or the most expensive sushi and you treat yourself man!

[Au_Hunter]

No bets here either 666 but loads of prayers for quality and wellness.

I sure wish there was so much more I could do, but I ain't offering to assist with fleet...

No way, no how.

Loads of luvs to ya along with a big *Bro*

Keep on keeping on cause we need more like you not less.

[superface13]

I'd say 120 months or longer, but you'll live in the hearts and minds of us WeedTRACKERs for as long as WeedTRACKER is around even longer....

[clinton]

I say you will live as long as I will - from now till we die. We all die - that is not the bummer. It is not about bummer - it is the joy of living. So I ORDER you to keep fighting like a tiger. Do not count yourself out. That is the referee's job. Do not believe all bad news - he is only a doctor and not God. I say F%#K what he says.

Now what is your canibinoid intake? There is a lot of studies in vitro where cancer cells are killed by cannabis. Are you taking tinctures? Have you considered what Rick Simpson called Hemp Oil? You may read about it here and how Rick makes his: http://www.phoenixtears.ca/. I can not post about this subject at WT.

Anyway, Hemp Oil is a solvent extraction of cannabis. About 1 pound of dried buds makes about 2 ounces. Rick Simpson claims this is enough to cure cancers. Rick documents his melanoma cure with the HO on a band-aid. Rick's theory is that the concentrated substance is needed to cure. This has never been tested by doctors, but there are over 300 anecdotal cases of cures with Hemp Oil. See his photo evidence.

It is similar to what is called Honey Oil, BHO, hash oil etc. It is illegal to make in California. If I were in your shoes I would give this a try. Rick says eating a small amount (size of rice grain) of oil 4 times per day is the treatment. This differers from the ice process to make hash as more MJ oils are extracted as well as the resins.

I would also make sure to only consume the cleanest of water. pH should be 8.0 or higher with low minerals. You may want to check your body's pH. If it is acidic change diet and water source to increase pH. Classic medical approaches have their limits. Most doctors do not know how to advise you to stay well. Their usual focus is on symptoms and quick pharmaceutical solutions. I live near Opal Springs which is the best water in Oregon. It flows from a 10,000 year old underground aquifer - it flows from the side of a canyon in the Crooked River. It has not changed in temperature, pH, or TDS in the over 100 years since it was discovered. It is my city water. It is sold in bottle under the Earth20 brand name.

clinton

[Organo]

if it comes down to attitude, we all know youll be around for a long time. your one tough guy, 666. and i look up to you and admire you with great respect. hang in there bud! everyones here for you!

[PineysConfections]

I remember when I got my cancer diagnosis. I couldn't hear anything else the doctor said - I remember watching her lips move and "that look" in her eyes - you know the look I mean - so full of compassion, yet tinged with pity. My husband said that my response was a bit out of character for me - I just kept repeating "F__k" over and over and over and when I was finally done dropping F-bombs, I asked for a big fat Valium prescription. (This was five years ago in Michigan.) When I finally got my senses back, all I kept asking anyone was "Am I going to die?" I was so very frightened.

That was over five years ago and the sad thing is that I stopped living that day. I decided that my life was over and that I was going to die and that nothing matters. I gave up on myself and my life and everything that is sweet and good in this world. I became a hermit, gained a ton of weight, quit taking care of myself, etc., etc., etc. I figured, "Why bother".

Well, I lived. Last September, when I finally hit my five year anniversary, I finally shook off that five year funk and realized that the cancer had not robbed me of my life, but I had robbed myself. After I went through all the tests this past summer to determine that I was cancer free, I unfortunately found out I had diabetes, high cholesterol and high blood pressure.

Gee, if I had thought I was going to live, I would have taken better care of myself.

The difference between now and then is that I am living my life everyday and working hard to get healthy again. It is nice to be alive and that I'm not going to waste any more time.

I guess my point is this - nobody can tell you when or where. It could be soon, it could be in months, it could be in years. And, when I noticed this post, at first I thought, what kind of a jerk would start a thread about 666 like this and then I got it. You did. And only those of us who have had a cancer diagnosis can truly get, appreciate and laugh at that kind of gallows humor. Everyone else is too polite and walking on eggshells to laugh. Hopefully, they'll never get the joke.

In any event, you already know that you have to live each day. That you already have in the core of your being. In Zen, you ask someone if they have learned before they can move on. You have transcended learning dear man, you now teach and your lessons are learned by others. I think that is about as high as you can get in my book.

Take care and keep the course steady. Perhaps some of us in SoCal could take a roadtrip one day and visit, but until then, you have my good thoughts, my prayers and you shall remain in my heart.

[flowrider]

The doctor gave me 6 months and that was 12 years ago...You do the math but they really dont know sh$%.......The mind is a very powerfull.....Try to stay positive and my prayers are with ya....

[Thraxz]

I read a few things about Rick Simpson as well, you should check him out..
I say you live until you die..Enjoy the time you are allowed here..Take every breath as if it was your last..Do all that you can today, No one knows if there will be a tomorrow..
Tell those that you Love, You love them and tell those that have offended you that it was offensive and it hurt..Don't let your days be filled with should haves and know that your life is an inspiration to others!!!!!
I pray that your pain is eased and your days are filled with blessings of love!! That you get to spend as much quality time with the ones that mean the most to you, and that you have fulfilled your aspirations and dreams!!!

May the Great I am who I am keep you!!

[In_Hollywood]

Live each day to the fullest (that you can). Eat organic produce & foods (Whole Foods Mkt. + Trader Joe's, etc.). Try flax seed oil & cottage cheese (together). Check: Hoxey & Gerson Theraphy, Rick Simpson, do info. searches for your ailment + how to treat it, Alternative Therapies. Stay positive (as best you can). Eat well + take suppliments (Vits., too), that have enzymes, improves the immune system, use juices from organic fruit (not sugared in bottles!!!), avoid sugar! Stay away from processed foods - go natural & whole foods! This holds true for anyone, with or without ailments!!! Get check-ups (monitor health with blood tests). =Judy=
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[In_Hollywood]

Oh! Take wheat germ & barley Green Food packaged products; Green Magma, etc.! Amino acids, minerals (like selenium, zinc, calcium/Mag. with Vit. D,). Carrot juice (trader joe's) is good, too. =Judy=
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[666]

RE: THC (canabiond levels) = HMS home of the $25 cap is MY home and family - believe me my "levels" are over the top. Funny because before all this I barly used MMJ only when in extream pain (migrain dry heaves or couldn't get out of bed with a bad back) back then everyone called me a light weight.

When I tell my family (the HMS collective) what I'm using they get scard because they use (even our huffer former mayor freind) like even a 1/4 of what I use and their bombed for days - me I guess my body needs it - cause I don't feel "high" or anything like it.

RE: Attittued - besides wanting to live for the most perfect daughter a old hippy daddy could every dream of, I've got a killer old lady (she's amazing! + hot and cute too!) and now another city has us (HMS = me) coming in and setting up there, IN-fucking-VITED ... it will take about 6 months to run threw the Ord. phase so I've got TONS of reasons to hang around and make this new thing work ...

RE: WILL - though MY will (see above) is strong - Everything I am and do is because of HIS (GOD'S) will and HE is the one who can lift this cancer / lymphoma like nothing - so as I place everythiing I've done in HIS hands - so I place this lymphoma - - - NO I'm not going "God" on anyone - I've always been here - just don't 'flash it' - but I've got a bible in my bath room and read it every day and it teachs if you got the FAITH anything is possable ...

RE: food - local free range beaf - problibly know the stears name! Water - spring from the bottom of the hill - Sushi - all fresh - we have fishing fleets up here in our lovely harbors.

RE: only thing I ask is keep the prayers coming - and be good to one another - honest - but good! (chuckle)

Love each and everyone of you even the ones we disagree with! Thank you for your kind words - I'm not tripin' - old song goes,
"I don't mind diein' just hate to leave my baby cryin!" -
my child
my lady
the staff at HMS
and all the patients too!

- note IT WILL GO ON = I built it that way = constantly building like 'what would happen if tomorrow "I kissed a bus." Sure glad I did!

yours,
666
PS and I'm still betting on 120 months min!

[Eazy]

Have you tried consuming hemp protein powder and hemp milk?

Have you tried that miracle hemp oil talked about on WT?

I won't place a bet till you start that regime...then...dunno. what if it works and you don't die?

Please, try it. You got everything to gain, nothing to lose, and it tastes good!

If not...you sound strong to me. I say 4-months...2-weeks...0 minutes, 420, bro, don't go, try hemp.

[666]

Originally Posted by Eazy

Have you tried consuming hemp protein powder and hemp milk?

Have you tried that miracle hemp oil talked about on WT?

I won't place a bet till you start that regime...then...dunno. what if it works and you don't die?

Please, try it. You got everything to gain, nothing to lose, and it tastes good!

If not...you sound strong to me. I say 4-months...2-weeks...0 minutes, 420, bro, don't go, try hemp.

What people don't seem to understand is that I eat "pot" 24/7 - I started HMS I have constant access.

As for "hemp" I eat Hemp Waffles for Breakfast - and hemp ceral with hemp milk. I'm so Hemped out its not funny. All the heath food shops carry that stuff up here and there are so many health food stores you couldn't swing a dead hippy with out hitting one. Its Humboldt for gawds sakes, we never left the 60's! A while back I posted images of the Hemp foods I / we eat. Its all over the place up here - like I say Hemp Waffles even!

Thanks - for the imput - but I'm already on a total hemp diet + local sushie and local oragic range fed beef. Locally grown oraginic vegies and so forth. Oh Spring water too. If I ate any better - well I don't know how to get better food.

As to the "oil" trip - I don't do hash oils - they are ILLEGAL and I perfuer Keif - its cleaner and has no contaiments just pure resen. I eat it (suck on it) in losnger form like a sucrets cough drop or something, I have one of those in my mouth much of the time.

Thanks,
Yours,
666

[666]

Originally Posted by In_Hollywood

Oh! Take wheat germ & barley Green Food packaged products; Green Magma, etc.! Amino acids, minerals (like selenium, zinc, calcium/Mag. with Vit. D,). Carrot juice (trader joe's) is good, too. =Judy=
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sorry no 'trader joes' up here in the 'woods' - and carrot (like all jucies) oxadize in minutes after they are made - we make our own (or my lady does since I've been down) green juice and carrot jusice out of local oragic produce.

thanks,
yours,
666

[Eazy]

Originally Posted by 666

What people don't seem to understand is that I eat "pot" 24/7 - I started HMS I have constant access.

As for "hemp" I eat Hemp Waffles for Breakfast - and hemp ceral with hemp milk. I'm so Hemped out its not funny. All the heath food shops carry that stuff up here and there are so many health food stores you couldn't swing a dead hippy with out hitting one. Its Humboldt for gawds sakes, we never left the 60's! A while back I posted images of the Hemp foods I / we eat. Its all over the place up here - like I say Hemp Waffles even!

Thanks - for the imput - but I'm already on a total hemp diet + local sushie and local oragic range fed beef. Locally grown oraginic vegies and so forth. Oh Spring water too. If I ate any better - well I don't know how to get better food.

As to the "oil" trip - I don't do hash oils - they are ILLEGAL and I perfuer Keif - its cleaner and has no contaiments just pure resen. I eat it (suck on it) in losnger form like a sucrets cough drop or something, I have one of those in my mouth much of the time.

Thanks,
Yours,
666

Have you and your doctors ever identified the toxin, or do they claim it's genetic?

And, the hemp oil I'm talking about...the one they're claiming is curing lots of cancers, if it worked, would you use it?

And, you're welcome.

So, so sorry for your situation.

If you meet God anytime soon, tell him I said Hi and ask him...wtf is going on here? Send me a message back about what he says!

[In_Hollywood]

Just wondering what type or kind of lymphoma you've been diagnosed with - appearently there are several (43?) types! =Judy=
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[KushMeister]

666,

Don't even think about going anywhere, or I'm gonna come up there, kick you ass, and steal that Hottie of yours!

You are a beloved individual on these forums, and I do have faith, that with your positive attitude, and all of our prayers, that you will be around for a long time, and will be able to tell Weed Tracker Newbs for many years, how you beat the 'C' word!!!

Peace and good healing to you, My Friend

[tokermom]

As many wters' have pointed out- Drs' are wrong about these "pridictions' many times.
Since I was 12 yrs old, my Aunt had 2 years to live, due to emphesyma, 38yrs later, She
followed the docs' orders!
Praying that you are as painfree & comfortable as possible. Knowing that the love of
your "Lady" & Daughter, will give you the strength & positivity to be able to smile each day.
Your presence on wter has brought all of us a Friend & your Beautiful outlook on current
events & the world around us. WeedTracker is a better place because of YOU! Much Love
& Prayers for your comfort.

[Eazy]

Originally Posted by tokermom

As many wters' have pointed out- Drs' are wrong about these "pridictions' many times.
Since I was 12 yrs old, my Aunt had 2 years to live, due to emphesyma, 38yrs later, She
followed the docs' orders!
Praying that you are as painfree & comfortable as possible. Knowing that the love of
your "Lady" & Daughter, will give you the strength & positivity to be able to smile each day.
Your presence on wter has brought all of us a Friend & your Beautiful outlook on current
events & the world around us. WeedTracker is a better place because of YOU! Much Love
& Prayers for your comfort.

During 1973, my grandfather had 75% of his intestines removed due to cancer. They told him he had little time left before and after the surgery. He survived until...2003, ah-mazing. Saccharin caused his stomach cancer. As a kid, when ever I saw saccharin, it looked...evil, bad. It just did not look right. I'm glad I never touched it.

[pokealotasmot]

Good Luck 666. Keep up that good fight man, and glad to hear that mmj can make such a difference in someones life.