[666]

Yup - like I said we went into "over time play" with my Lymphoma. Six (6) sessions of R-CHOP chemo were to take care of it, but the CT Scan (or what ever) showed that there 'might' be something left - and even something 'new' thumb nail sized inlarged lymph node.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO they gave me two more rounds (oh joy and my croch hairs were JUST growing back in - stubble! more stubble itchy!) -

and of course the WEAKNESS and nausa et. al.

Its so werid to 'feel fine' then suddenly can't opperate the mouse (computer) finding my hands shanking uncontrolably weak. Or getting out of bed all ready to 'go' and jumping into the shower with the music blarning and being so worn out by the end of a shower that brushing my teeth is a hassle and I have to support myself on the sink to stand up, or sit on the john. Then just going back to bed to rest for a while before doing anything. Knowing I felt FINE just 20 minutes ago, and now dead to the world - like I worked a day - but it was just 20 or 30 minutes and I still am not even dressed, but all I want to do is take a nap.

Pain my legs, kill me, chuckle - when they aren't numb.

So day after Obama won, had my last chemo and then went to City Council meeting to do a presentation. Fortually the DAY OF Chemo - they pump me up full of stuff + I sleep threw the chemo itself so I was in 'good shape' (or lasted long enough to do the presentation).

So I'm sitting here thinking about how we got the call from Radation, and how what 'fun' that will be, they don't know if I'll need it - but just want to 'be sure' (great put me at ground zero for nukes 'just to be sure' (giggle)) ...

such is life - we'll see nother CT (or some damn scan) next week or so - to figure out what they do next.

Oh and I've gone into denile! I ran into an old freind / art teachers artest wife who had HORABLE BREAST CANCER 10 years ago, she went all the way to Bone Marrow transplants (deaths door - last treatment possable) - and she's fine now 10 years later. I asked, "So how did you deal with it?"

Micki said "Oh I just went into denile, I have no time for this cancer stuff or dieing or any of it."

I said, "Lady do I understand this crap is so waring, sounds good to me"

-- SOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Your humble (or humboldt) servent has gone into OFFICAL DENILE!

Dwayne and Mickie Flatmo are some of the most advance beings I know of, and if DENILE worked for her/them - that's what I'm going for, so I've offically anoucned I no longer have cancer! That I'm fine, I've even gone into work for the last 3 days, got up got dressed (suit and tie) and went in, and kicked it around the office, took meetings, power lunchs et. al.

Fuck it - enough is enough, sure I'm beat and come home and DIE! But enough is enough I've 'learned' all this 'cancer' stuff can show me - time to move on. So I'll alow the MD's their reality, but mine is that I'm FINE - a little (ahum) weak, and yup my croch itchs as the hair grows back, and YA I used the power wheel chair while shopping - but I might have just done that anyway! (chassing my lady friend around the store is kind of fun - playing bumper cars!

So that's the latest -

:partysmile:

Yours, 'ex-cancer' patient
saying "enough of this crap"
666

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[Ivy]

Hi 666.... I think it's safe to say that you are in all our thoughts as we read your posts and updates. I look forward to reading them.... I hope today is a positive one for you...

[ladyknight]

I have a dear friend who is dealing with cancer also. His 3rd round. His attitude blows me away. He said, "I don't have time to sit and die, I have time to live"

He is a inspiration in my life, just like you.

[shecky7]

Keep the strength 666. We are all warriors in life! Looks like denile is a raging river in Humboldt not just egypt!

[KushMeister]

666,
We are all praying for this to be your final round with chemo, and that the next report we'll hear from you, will include the words 'Remission'!

You're are in our prayers, my friend.

[666]

Originally Posted by ladyknight

I have a dear friend who is dealing with cancer also. His 3rd round. His attitude blows me away. He said, "I don't have time to sit and die, I have time to live"

He is a inspiration in my life, just like you.

See cancer is SOOOO COOL*:

Narny narny narny
I got Ladyknight kisses!

Even being 'over' with cancer is SOOOO COOL:

Narny narny narny
I got Ladyknight kisses!
:partysmile:

Poor Ladykight (or and or Mr. kight) as they have no idea that the EVIL** 666 and minions is looking at an LA trip in the next month, and he intends to collect on that kiss!

BWHAHHAHHHAHA
(evil laughter fills the hills)

Yours,
666

__________________________________________


* Cancer keeps you in a mental state like extrem sports, or psychedelics, amazed at the total wonder of life and SOOO glad to be alive, and loving every moment of it, even the supposed sucky ones!

** 666 only uses his powers of evil for good!

[cutie77]

Originally Posted by ladyknight

I have a dear friend who is dealing with cancer also. His 3rd round. His attitude blows me away. He said, "I don't have time to sit and die, I have time to live"

He is a inspiration in my life, just like you.

Congrat 666, I am so happy and proud of you, stay in there and hang on, because I know it is not easy. I myself have diffucult time going through radation, but I have to get up and do it for my kids. If you keep thinking about it will drag you down. Much love to you and will be in my prayers as always.. Never stops smoking, eating or however you take your meds, because it will keep you going.:partysmile:

[Bogart McKilo]

Best wishes and positive thoughts, my friend.

[Will]

Just Believe and it shall Be

Are you into meditation at all 666, I believe we can "tell" our body to "do" certain things even if we don't understand the mechanism of how it is accomplished.

The following may seem far-fetched and may seem out there, but I think our minds have a strong control over our bodies even on the smallest cellular level, they just need to know what we want to happen.

Example......Tell your body to find the cancer in your nodes and anywhere else and shrink and eradicate the tumors...and really Believe it's going to work.

Our minds are as powerful as supercomputers and when given audible or inaudible (thought) commands, why shouldn't they should be able to translate the basic commands into the needed physical actions.....such as the marking the certain cancer cells and targeting and then attacking them, even if we don't consciously even know the actual mechanism of how it will be accomplished.

I realize Of course our Immune systems probably cannot do everything completely on it's own, but it can work wonders in conjunction with the meds.

Mind over Body......Here is an example Everyone should Try, using just a string and a washer, making a pendulum. Pendulum Picture
While holding it and "not" physically Trying to swing or move it, you can say aloud repeating the commands softly over and over or even just think how you want it to move....toward and away from you, side to side, swing in a clockwise circle, stop... and so on, all while Not physically moving it on purpose. You will be amazed, really.

It will move as you command, this is just a basic example your mind is translating your commands into unnoticeable slight muscle movements to carry out your commands

Positive Thought, Mind over Matter. I Believe you Will Win 666.....
F* that Cancer

[rix]

Originally Posted by 666

See cancer is SOOOO COOL*:

Narny narny narny
I got Ladyknight kisses!

Even being 'over' with cancer is SOOOO COOL:

Narny narny narny
I got Ladyknight kisses!
:partysmile:

Poor Ladykight (or and or Mr. kight) as they have no idea that the EVIL** 666 and minions is looking at an LA trip in the next month, and he intends to collect on that kiss!

BWHAHHAHHHAHA
(evil laughter fills the hills)

Yours,
666

__________________________________________


* Cancer keeps you in a mental state like extrem sports, or psychedelics, amazed at the total wonder of life and SOOO glad to be alive, and loving every moment of it, even the supposed sucky ones!

** 666 only uses his powers of evil for good!

:slaugh: you're a trip 666 ! you have a great sense of humor and you crack me up !
wishing you the best, bruddah !

[Au_Hunter]

What ever it takes to keep move'n Bro.

As always... and good thoughts sent your way.

[Papasmurf13]

Wow SOOOOOOO MUUUCCHHH positive vibe & postive prayers to you !!!! My Fellow WT - I will wear my skate and destroy cancer shirt today going to a skate event @ Pala reservation !!!! as a toast to life & positivity -and to destroying cancer -have lost too many of my relatives and friends to Cancer - May peace and positivity prevail upon you !!!!!!! Cheers to life !!!!!!

Not here for a long time but a good time !!!!!

Papasmurf-13-

[Bean Guru]

Well, I can empathize with you as I too went through cancer treatment in 2006...I did 6 rounds of chemo and 36 radiation treatments...needless to say I'm still here, alive a kickin'...thank goodness for mmj!

Isn't it fun pretending to be brave for your family and friends as to not scare them?

You are amongst friends here and we are here for you. If you feel like being happy, be happy...If you feel like being pissed off, be pissed off...they are all healthy normal feelings during this time of your illness...

God Bless!

[jokerdewd]

Kudos to 666 and Bean Guru
Is a good thing you both overcame this disease.
May your tenure here continue for many years.

:partysmile::partysmile:

[Jeffster]

Right on, 666! You are an inspiration for the power of positive thinking, doing, and being!

[tomo7]

Originally Posted by 666

See cancer is SOOOO COOL*:

Narny narny narny
I got Ladyknight kisses!

Even being 'over' with cancer is SOOOO COOL:

Narny narny narny
I got Ladyknight kisses!
:partysmile:

Poor Ladykight (or and or Mr. kight) as they have no idea that the EVIL** 666 and minions is looking at an LA trip in the next month, and he intends to collect on that kiss!

BWHAHHAHHHAHA
(evil laughter fills the hills)

Yours,
666

__________________________________________


* Cancer keeps you in a mental state like extrem sports, or psychedelics, amazed at the total wonder of life and SOOO glad to be alive, and loving every moment of it, even the supposed sucky ones!

** 666 only uses his powers of evil for good!

I agree with you my friend, because you are deff. In a highly focused ,positive & concentrated state of mind. keep on shreddin my brother!

[surfduck420]

long live 666

[Bean Guru]

Keep your sense of humor...when I was going through chemo with my bald head, I wore a pink beanie that had "chemo sucks" on it, it always seemed to put on smile on everyones face in the "chemo lounge"...there are t-shirts out there as well that have "Cancer Sucks".

[666]

Originally Posted by Bean Guru

Keep your sense of humor...when I was going through chemo with my bald head, I wore a pink beanie that had "chemo sucks" on it, it always seemed to put on smile on everyones face in the "chemo lounge"...there are t-shirts out there as well that have "Cancer Sucks".

I’m sorry to say “Bean Guru” but that is so inappropriate, cancer is a serious illness and to say it ‘sucks’ some how minimize the reality of the suffering we and so many others have gone threw….

I think of Cancer tee-shirt more as
“CANCER IS MY BITCH”

Or a tee-shirt that says
“I OWN YOU’RE ASS CANCER”

Maybe even
“CANCER IS MY PUNK!”

I’m also thinking of a tattoo that says,
“CANCER? IT AIN’T SHIT”

Or something that expresses my deepest feelings:
"FUCK CANCER!"

All so affirming, clearly simple yet deep:
“BEAT CANCER!”

CHUCKLE
:partysmile:

Yours,
666

[codeman420]

keep your head up

were all supporting ya!!

[Bean Guru]

Those are good slogans also, but, as insensitive as you thought it was, there is a whole website and company called Cancer Sucks, it was formed by cancer patients and nurses who care for cancer patients...just go to the webpage cancersucksclothing.com

so, I think it's totally appropriate...but that's just my view...

I do wish you well in your journey for sure...

[666]

Originally Posted by Bean Guru

Those are good slogans also, but, as insensitive as you thought it was, there is a whole website and company called Cancer Sucks, it was formed by cancer patients and nurses who care for cancer patients...just go to the webpage cancersucksclothing.com

so, I think it's totally appropriate...but that's just my view...

I do wish you well in your journey for sure...

Just funnin' with you - cancer sucks is fine!
= JOKE ..
= I was being "mock serious" with you ...
= then like mine were totally over the top!

I'm thinking of making my own line of clothing!
=
"I bent cancer over
and made cancer take it
and cancer LOVED IT!"
------------------

Or shit like that ....

"Cancer, leave home with out it!"

"Cancer, is it better then devorce?"

"Cancer gives great parking!"

"Cancer means YOU get the last seat,
and even ladies get up for you!"

"Cancer NOT FOR WIMPS!"

I got to say I'm pissing on my self laughing at these ...
well I think their funny!

So is "Cancer Sucks" but for real? It feels a bit negitive, I'm embracing this bi-otch and OWNING it. Its going down! Cancer is mine to fuck up and OWN its BUTT!

and the above is soooo funny because I just went down (after I posted the note to you) and got on my bike all ready to go do at least 20 or 30 minutes.

At 8 minutes I was winded and could brarly get my breath! I "pushed it" to 11 min 36 seconds, (but who's counting) then barley had enough energy to make it back to the couch. Oh ya and I worked a few days this week (meaning I went down to the collective and had my staff yelling at me to 'take it easy and keep my feet up' and 3 days of that and my leg swoll up horrably. So I been in bed for the last 2 days trying to get it to go down. (Lymph swelling + Blood clot).

I got this MMA type aggressive WAR mentality about Cancer, (but what the hell I got it about everything I do - giggle = sad but true!); anyway "FUCK CANCER ITS MY BITCH!" is about how I feel, even when my ass is got hemroides down to the floor and I can't walk and I'm out of breath from doing ANYTHING like rolling over in bed. ... and sex - hum I vaguly remember that ... now I'm always to tired, weak to finish (thank the lord for Ms. 666) -- But you know what - Cancer does NOT suck, no more then a mountain or big wall I've climbed, or some dood that kicks my ass in the octagon sucks ... I'll bring this cancer shits bitch ass down, I'm going to OWN its ass, fuck cancer, its mine, I WILL BEAT IT!

er ah - that's all I ment to say - but Cancer Sucks is 'cool' --- but its kind of like say "poverty sucks, or homelessness sucks" - fuck that - own it, rule it, dominate it ... take no prisinors ... cancer's ass is going DOWN!

(giggle - funny because I just made it bad to bed and smell my old lady cooking sausages and wonder if they what they will taste like this time, and if I'll be able to eat them - smell great - but you know some times they hit your mouth and taste like drit --

I LOVE CHEMO AND CANCER!
Like I love a mountain to climb
Like I love a bad ass mf who I got to beat in the ring
Like I love a City Council who says "NO" to MMJ

----

Their ASS IS MINE!
& so is cancer!

-----

Not aruging with you dood just building on the trip "Ya cancer sucks, but so do a lot of things, having to over come them is what's "FUN" for me. Like I said to the Mayor who was dening MMJ at the same time I was Dx'ed with cancer ...

"I got two (2) things I'm gona do this year, I'm going to kick the cities ass and cancers too!"

and your right "cancer sucks" -
BUT I SUCK MORE!

BAHWAHHHAHHAHHHAHAHA

Yours,
666

PS; Found what maybe one of the few images around of you Bean Guru, what you think?

[superface13]

Damn right Sixxy!!!! Kick cancer's ass!!! Smack it in the eye with a fish!! Drop a giant thing on its head!!!Smack it with a brick!! Let it know who lord and master really is!!