Hi goof troop, I'm sorry to read about your problems, but like you, I also got an uplifting feeling from reading all the well intentioned responses from other WTers in this thread.
I'm not familiar with lexapro, but if it is a SSRI, then I do use one as well, Paxil. I've been on that for 7 years or so, but only started with MMJ back in April 2008. So, my experience is backwards of your. I was already on a SSRI, then added MMJ. But I used MJ many years ago, loved it back then, and am pretty sure I remember what I liked about MJ back then, and what I like about it now. So, my experience, FWIW, is that the MMJ does do just what I want it to do on top of the SSRI that is in my system on a daily basis.
Hopefully in your case, as the days go by, you will feel better about yourself, and have your problems in a more comfortable emotional zone. Then you may want to try easing off the lexapro. I'd say follow your doctor's advice and help for now, and then talk with your doctor again when and if it's time to get off the lexapro. I wish you all the best in coming through all this! You sound like a wonderful person to me, and may you feel ever more happiness in your life as the days go on.
